My name is Andrea Lobdell. Hunter-Lyn was my second son. My first son Jozeff William was miscarried on august 17, 1995. I was 4 mo. along. I was young back then only 16. My parents didn't know till it was to late. Looking back I wonder. 6 1/2 years. What a long time. And yet it feels like yesterday. You never get over the pain. The feeling of loss buried so deep in your heart. I go to counseling once a month. It helps a little. Knowing that other people are going through the same thing I am. It took me 6 1/2 years to have another child. I don't want to wait so long for the next. Yet IM not sure if I can handle yet another. 2 angels. What more can one person ask for. a perfect one, no sadness no sorrow, my angels will never feel pain. I wish upon every on in this world. That they never feel the pain that I am feeling right now. Knowing that others out there will feel it. My heart goes out to you, my prayers are with you.