the feelings I was feeling one night. Time dose ease the pain. But you will always remember the pain of not having your child.
my tears fall like rain. Memories flash as lightning. My regrets as loud as thunder. The storm of my emotions linger around and flood my life. When will the sun shine again. Will I ever see the rainbow. It has stormed for days. The rain wont stop. Lightning gets brighter. The thunder won't silence. I need to see the rainbow. My life is flooding, and IM slowly drowning. I don't think I can stay afloat. I don't know if I want to stay afloat. Sometimes when I think the storm is about over. The lightning makes one final bolt. The thunder crashes, I fall to the floor. On my knees I beg. Please, please make the storm go away, let the sun shine through, where is my rainbow? I cant handle the storm. The lightning as bright as day so I cant sleep. The thunder scares me. The rain just pours. Surely I will flood. God he created this storm. IM told with time he'll let the sun shine on me once again. In the mean time the darkness is heavy. The clouds move slow. How can such a storm take control. The wet and slippery road to my future is closed. Lightning hit the power lines. The crash of thunder made rocks tumble cant see through the darkness. God I hope this storm ends soon. My tears fall like rain. Memories flash as lightning. My regrets as loud as thunder. The storm of my emotions.
April 28, 2002